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again and again .. why ?

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 16, 2008, 5:33 PM
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Hello - Evanescence
my pain is comming by !!..


please my lord have mercy on my soul !!..

I want to move far far a way ..

some body .. help me ..
I want to kill my self.


MY DREAM IS GONE ..

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 7, 2008, 3:20 PM
I'm really speechless !!..
yes .. my dream is gone !!..

but I descover that I have something more value than the dream !!..
I have a really .. friends .. which I couldn't have in my real life !!..

I will never give up any more !!..
because I had friends ..

thank you all !!..
I feel like I'm ready to start over !!

and to start again from the 0 !!..
but I am sure you give me a new soul .. a new dream ..
dream I'll start with after you're words .. and NO ONE will kill that dream ..
NOT ANY MORE !!

-- I deleted all my words because I have to stop thinking about my past !! you _ guys _ give me the future that I should look for !! to stand and never fall again !!
EVER !!.. and I'll be the one I should be ..
not the one who I have to be !!.. --
and that was the thing I need now ..

you guys give me back the belive in my self ..
and show me what is the meaning of friendship :hug:

also my special thanx will go to the one who send me a special note !!..

thank you all my friends and I mean every one here .. thank you for every thing !..


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  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Hello - Evanescence

Final Exams

Journal Entry: Fri May 30, 2008, 5:10 PM
Hi everybody ... hope everthing is fine with you.
I want to give u a very big :hug: and I wanted to tell some weekly news !!..
so hope u can enjoy with the visit to my gallery and now here is my first Journal in the 1st week of June !!


N e w s
well .. let's see what I have these week !!..
• ok !.. my first news of the week that I'll be out from dA for a week !!..
and that's because I have an exam in 8,6 It's about the Art history of the middle ages !
it's not only about the famous Masters in Italy but also about my very favorite French, Dutch Artists !!..
thank God ! I love the Art history .. but that mean I should study harder to complete and finish my last year in the faculty of Fine Arts !
well, as my closed friend was know I did a graduation project wich u can find it here [link] and it was about the reincarnation of another Artist life and mixing my life with another Artist's life to creat the same pint with another Artist's soul in the paint and I made a movie about that _ wich I couldn't post here !!..
and in that movie I just "animate" the art works ( u know, like the ones u can find in Harry Potter's !!..
but with a big different and that was ; i animate _ after too many manipulation _ the very most famous art works/paintings and so on !!..
any way .. I had now to complete these last year by passing the two exams ; Art history and the Arabic calligraphy !!..
before I get ready for the Master .. and if it is God's will I'll have my diploma's certificate in August ..
so these two exams are my final to have the diploma in Visual Communication !!.. so wish me all the luck !!..
• people ask me a lot about my story with dandelion .. well I've answer some .. but still I think that I should tell you the hole story from the
beginning !!.. it's not a story about me !!.. I'm sure that u'll feel about it .. and maybe u could see that these story was talking about you !!
but please not now !!.. ;3 just give it more time !!.. even if u were not interesting in knowing that !!.. but I'll promise u that u'll be when u lessen !!..


B e s t F r i e n d s
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:iconnonintentonal: :iconkaremelancholia: :iconmorrzz: :iconbayunicornofmirkwood: :iconnour-k: :iconmitatos: :iconthunder170: :iconrosebud10: :iconkayley1590: :iconsassyasslilbich:
please see all my friends in the [link]

C l u b s
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C o p y r i g h t
The work contained in my gallery is Copyright © 2007-2008 Jamal Yusef.
All rights reserved. My work may not be reproduced, copied, edited, published, transmitted or uploaded in any way without my written permission. My work does not belong to the public domain.

Love you guys, Jamal.


  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Hello - Evanescence

Friends

Journal Entry: Sun May 25, 2008, 2:09 PM
  • Mood: Caring
  • Listening to: Hello - Evanescence
Very Special Friends :

:iconallym007: :iconnonintentonal: :iconkaremelancholia:

friends we share love and care together :

:iconmorrzz: :iconbayunicornofmirkwood: :iconnour-k: :iconmitatos: :iconthunder170: :iconrosebud10: :iconkayley1590: :iconnicoole:
:iconviolet-gypsy: :iconnemeyas: :icondziki-dziku: :iconmika007: :iconnota-lone: :iconmazimenulioezerai: :iconmid0: :iconjouxjoux:


clubs I'm proud to be member of :

:iconmuslimz: :iconsyria-club: :iconcircassians: :icondream-club: :icongamefanclub: :iconenchantedforest: :iconsilhouette-art: :iconrainydaysclub: :icondeviantartcommunity: :iconalbanians-photo-club: :iconbringbackart:

friends and great artist :

:iconrebecca-parker: :iconforget-the-rain: :icondeathly-stillness: :iconweltengang: :iconmoodyline: :iconsassyasslilbich:

very good friends and they mean alot :

:iconanotherwonderland: :iconmondig: :icontayah-yoochun: :icondenisdoda: :iconmasy1: :iconbaloemar: :iconnoelisa: :iconmadio: :iconanywien: :iconcina-samina: :iconxxacgxx: :iconblackglory: :iconcoloradorebel: :iconpsychedelictao: :iconceopz: :iconpucca141: :icondarkened-skye: :iconikayuka: :iconsamo-18: :iconhiaabecca: :iconxxgorgeousxx: :iconarjon: :iconhippyofdoom: :iconforeverdoom: :iconeventsforlife: :iconvampiridesire: :iconwydra: :iconpjubagoni: :iconcezzz: :icontamari-hateno: :iconbubble-queen: :iconstupidprincess6: :iconprototype00: :iconb4rb4r4: :iconoriginalbonita: :iconferice: :iconkeirea: :iconmonster242: :iconartbyvj: :iconhelleraven: :iconmaryelizabethmcclain: :iconorg-photography: :iconbubi7: :iconblerinn:

friends I meet in the real life :

:iconmamert84: :iconsketch2012:

please if I forget to add any one of u "my friends" then just Note me, and if I didn't add u .. then .. shote me !!